welcome to the suck life

well im not really sure i should be proud of myself or something because i studied social studies for some time today BECAUSE david ang was at mac today and yet i chose to avoid maths again. i feel weird cos i told myself since my teacher made time to come i shld be doing maths and asking him questions when in doubt but i found myself drifting to social studies after just seconds on maths. and i meant seconds. wtf? im not praying for any miracles like what prabu does but im simply hoping i find the drive to chiong hard for maths cos i find myself giving up and yet the o lvls are so near. maths is easy maths is easy maths is easy everyones saying the same thing but look, there are subjects that one would be weak in and strong in so if i were to tell u the subject that you are weak in that it is easy you would also be feeling the same way. anyway no hard feelings to those people who say maths is easy! haha am i sounding abit irritated? just to inform you im not! haha just blogging it out to get it off my chest. and hmm at least today wasnt wasted like my other days! sighs im seriously thinking why they allow mother tongue to be retaken and they do not allow the same for the rest of the subjects. just cos they are marked locally? hmm anyone out there who knows the answer feel free to tag at the tagboard or add me in msn at i_love_jack_lee@hotmail.com or call me at *some missing context*. in any case, i shall rate my day as usual and looking at the fact that work was done today( dont come tell me work as in physics or i will drink water), today was a meaningful day. ahem yesterday to be precise judging by the time i finish this post.